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First Knight - When Freedom and Captivity Collide

Last Updated October 2010

     © 1995 - Columbia Pictures
The romantic drama First Knight stars Richard Gere as the infamous Lancelot. This solitary soul wanders the countryside doing whatever it takes to earn a living. When his path crosses that of Guinevere, played by Julia Ormond (on her way to be married to King Arthur, played by Sean Connery), Lancelot heroically comes to her aide and rescues her from a marauding band of kidnappers serving the interests of Prince Malagant (played by Ben Cross).

     © 1995 - Columbia Pictures
Later, their paths cross once again at Camelot where Lancelot completes a gauntlet and wins the right to kiss the soon-to-be queen. But, he passes on the opportunity preferring to wait for her to request a kiss from him. Shortly thereafter, Malagant’s second kidnapping attempt is successful. Guinevere is placed securely in the innermost part of his fortress.

Yet, as soon as Lancelot sees what is happening, he unhesitatingly pursues after her with all of his might. He reaches her at the heart of Malagant’s heavily guarded fortress. Then, single-handedly, he rescues her and returns her to Camelot. There, King Arthur declares to him, “Look at you – no wealth, no home, no gold - just the passionate spirit that drives you on. God uses people like you Lancelot – because your heart is open. You hold nothing back – give all of yourself.

Within all of us is something that yearns for such passion for life and undeterred bravery. We want to live our lives wholeheartedly – holding nothing back. Yet, most of us tend to live rather half-hearted lives. Perhaps it is because we haven’t found something worthy of giving our lives to yet. Before reaching Camelot, Lancelot indicated that he didn’t care whether he lived or died. Once there, he discovered something that changed his value system. He found something for which he wanted to live – something for which he was willing to die.

Fear is one of the culprits that cause us to settle for less than the full measure of life for which we long. We fear loosing life and so we stop living. We decide to settle for that which is safe to get. So, the only life we cling to is that which can be found within the walls of our comfort zone (which isn’t much at all – if any).

The fiery passion for deep life that we once held more precious than all else has lost all meaning. The dream has faded into something entirely different – something so safe and tame that it has no life left in it. Yet, occasionally, we see the likes of a Lancelot and we envy the passionate spirit within him. Something wells up within us and tells us that we have been asleep far too long.

     © 1995 - Columbia Pictures

Fear creeps into our lives and becomes an active agent causing us to filter our every decision through its distorted lens. Fear may start out as something healthy that keeps us from danger, but once embraced, it quickly consumes everything within its reach (hope, life, dreams, a healthy imagination, vision). It chars through the most precious things in our lives leaving in its wake regret, bitterness, shame, accusations, and condemnation. Somehow, most of us agree to allow fear to make these exchanges in our lives (hope traded for bitterness, dreams for condemnation, etc.).

What about you? Do you subconsciously filter most of your thousands of daily decisions through fear’s lens (i.e. eat as a comfort, make purchases to try to fill the void, gossip to feel better about yourself, etc.)? Have you traded your dreams for regrets? Ultimately, the choice is yours. You can sit comfortably in your home and allow the Malagant’s in your life to kidnap your most previous things; or, you can abandon yourself to living deeply like Lancelot. You can pick up your sword and run full speed into fear’s fortress and take back what you really need to life deeply – that which is rightfully yours.

Granted, it will take courage. Nothing worth having comes easily. You will have to fight to have what you need to live deeply. The choice is yours though. The life I’ve found is available to you too. You can have as much of it as you refuse to live without. Indeed, refusing to live without it as a requirement to having it. You must invest you time and courageously fight for what you want. Yet, you won’t be alone, I’m here as a guide to show you the way. You will discover how to apply them to your life to free you from fears and allow you to find fulfillment for your deepest desires. It won’t be easy, but it will be worth it. This icon represents the end of an article.

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John Tisdale spent a decade in college and graduate school involved in two primary fields of study - theology and technology. The two fields seemed like an unusual pairing at the time. But, John has combined these fields in some unique ways over the past 25+ years.

John has been an avid writer on both subjects publishing his work in technology and faith-based magazines and professional journals for over two decades. His technical skills grew to include computer hardware and software, database development, Internet and Web, video production, television broadcasting, satellite communications, and audio production. John has worked extensively in Silicon Valley as a technology, communication and marketing consultant for over 15 years. He spent 7 years building a global satellite and internet-based television network for the computer industry that has been used by Microsoft, IBM, HP and numerous other technology leaders. He has produced many live and taped television shows, training programs, distance learning solutions, audio and worship CDs, training DVDs, ebooks and Web sites. John also has worked extensively in online marketing, SEO/SMO and interactive engagement architecture.

John has consulted for many of the largest faith-based organizations such as Billy Graham Evangelist Association, Campus Crusade for Christ, John McDowell Ministries and many others. He specializes in helping organizations understand the business opportunities for leverage advanced communication systems to engage and impact lives around the world. His focus over the past decade has been in online engagement architecture, user experience design, information architecture and SEO/SEM/SMO.

In 1994, John was working for a technology company producing television shows in Silicon Valley. He was given the task of producing a series of pay-per-view television programs on the Internet and the emerging World Wide Web. He begin researching the Internet. At the time, the tools for using the Internet included Joghead, Archie, Veronica, Finger, WhoIs and email. John began using them extensively and exploring opportunities with these or other emerging tools. The Web was just emerging and gaining interest in the Valley. John brought together many of the industry leaders from Silicon Valley who were leading the march with the Internet and Web to appear on the series of live interactive television broadcasts.

Following the television series, John began using the Internet and Web for personal evangelism and ministry. He found incredible success. He found himself praying with people interactively using early chat tools in numerous countries. He began training others how to use these tools for personal ministry. He got his friend Steve Hewitt, the editor of Christian Computing Magazine, connected to the Internet and trained how to minister to people with them. John appeared on Steve' syndicated call-in radio program Christian Computing Live on several occasions to discuss how to use the Internet to impact lives. John wrote a series of articles on the topic Christian Computing Magazine. He was invited by the Billy Graham Evangelical Association to train ministry leaders in the concepts at one of the first Internet Evangelism conferences.

John developed his first evangelistic web site in 1994 at www.WhyChrist.com (not in service any longer). He provided training, content and other free resources on this site. In 1995, John began developing a bigger vision for using the Internet to build a global network to connect ministries to help them reach and positively impact more lives. He called this vision the Online Christian Evangelical Alliance Network or OCEAN. He wrote a 300-page strategic white paper on the concept to using the Internet to provide a collaborative ministry network throughout 1995. In July 1995, a local Christian newspaper published an article on John’s internet evangelism work. John took all the resources and content he had developed for WhyChrist.com and transferred them over to ocean.org.

The next several years John developed a grass-roots effort to educate ministry leaders on the emerging opportunities afforded by the Internet. In 1998, John connected with a group of similar minded people in Silicon Valley who were working toward a very similar vision. John ended up combining his efforts with theirs under the umbrella of The Christian Internet Initiative. They worked together for a couple of years with many of the leading ministries. They ended up providing technology consulting services to many of the largest ministries in the U.S.

As this effort ran its course, another group was emerging to take the vision to the next level. A group from Christian Broadcast Network (CBN) in Virginia combined with venture capitalists in Silicon Valley to start Christianity.com. John eventually went to work for them and brought a team of software developers he had been training in the Midwest into the mix. The dotcom crash happened during this effort and seriously undermined the initiative. After the company consumed 3 rounds of venture capital it closed its door in 2000.

John then took his group of software developers and formed Tandem Partners. They provided custom Web application development services to many ministries such as Campus Crusade for Christ International and many others. John continued this work for the next decade. Most of the past decade, John has worked as a consultant helping organizations leverage the capabilties of the Internet. He has worked on producing and developing a wide assortment of resources to help seekers, skeptics and believers alike grow spiritually and find deeper fulfillment in their personal relationship with God.

John’s passion is to experience the deepest measures of life possible through his personal relationship with Jesus Christ. He wants to see others experience emotional and spiritual healing, freedom and abundant life. John resides in the Houston area with his wife Anita (a singer, songwriter and worship leader). They are also involved in international mission work, particularly in the Baltic region (helping bring hope as well as spiritual and emotional healing to war-torn regions such as Bosnia). You will find John's personal website at www.JohnTisdale.com.

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